“I, uh… What?”
“is he talking about our camera?”
“I don’t think so? Our camera isn’t broken… It still takes pictures just fine.”
“do we have anything else that has glass in it?”
“Aside from your eyes, not really.”
“my eyes are working fine.”
“Good luck finding unbroken glass to view your… time wime stuff?”

“w-WHAT? Come on… That’s just… I haven’t even..” *flustered mumbling*
“it would be impossible anyways. i don’t hav-”
“Shoosh!”

“i .. i don’t want to scare you… but since you asked. *sigh* its because my head sometimes has thoughts that aren’t my own… normally i can just ignore them, but when i get touched by magic, they get a lot louder.. and my body starts doing things, and i’m afraid of what might happen…*shiver*”
“Its alright Five.. *hugs* I’ll stop all those mean unicorns from using their weird magic near you.”

“Uh… Cause its rude not to answer the mail?”
“proper manners are important.”
“The better question is why you decided to send us such a weird note…”

“Aww com'on Five! It’ll be fun. ‘Sides, you need to meet more ponies! This is a good time to give it a chance.”
“um, alright… i’m still worried though..”

MOD: So I’m probably gonna remove this from my main blog as it is non-cannon for the characters. But this is just how I’m feeling right now, and I hoped expressing it would help a bit… I don’t know…

I’m under a lot of stress right now, just had to drop 2 classes, which I’ll need to take during the summer, which leads into a bunch of money and job trouble on top of my class stuff. I dropped my two worst classes, but the other has been neglected to the point that I shudder at the thought of trying to catch up in it… I’ll feel better once I do, but I am having so much difficulty even getting up the energy to start trying… Maybe a good night’s rest will help me out, since I’ve been running on 5 hours at most since January.

I’m having trouble even getting the energy to participate in the RP’s or invest myself in anything. My mind seems to be convinced that I’d only be a bother, even when I know that’s not true, I can’t get the energy to contradict myself. Sorry to those of you who are waiting on drawing stuff from me, but that’ll need to wait till I’m out of this funk.

Thanks to anyone who’s patient enough to stick around, even though I never update… Maybe my brain will start working again, but for now I just feel so… Blurred. I can’t concentrate on anything, and it feels like I have a perpetual headache. I’ll let you guys know when I’m feeling better, but for now… ugh.

bubbleteabumblebee:

My brother has been feeling stressed and bad D:  So I doodled a picture with one of his pony OCs ( 5 ) and the one I just made (Bird).  Unfortunately he got home before I could finish so it kinda spoiled the surprise :\  Oh well
Feel better!

(aisdhfahsighilawegkldfkhio) Thanks~

(MOD) Hey, just a reminder. I stream every Saturday and do requests and stuff. I post it all on my DA over [here]. And my modblog over [here].

askcephasred:

Pt.1~  Happy Valentines Day!

Hi!  This is your secret Valentine!  I’ll be getting you the rest as they’re finished!  So probably by Saturday or so…  Sorry bout that!  Hope you like it! Better resolution of the pic is over on my DA.

~ submitted by bucketand5
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Oh my goodness! :D Thank you Bucket! *hugs* I can’t wait to see the rest of it! Take all the time you need my friend! ^w^

Bucketling’s Diary:
So we had a pretty good day. Dzony got a hot date with Pinkie Pie, and I learned that Changeling magic sort of works on normal ponies! Only their coat and mane color/style though, I didn’t want to try and go much further than that though. So yeah, the problem with that is that it takes up wayyy more energy than I normally expend disguising myself, so it left me more drained than I though, so I nearly passed out on the way back to Dzony’s place with Gears. Five was waiting there for me and he helped me charge back up. I kiiinda fell asleep while he was doing it though, so we just crashed at Dzony’s place, since Five didn’t want to wake me up or something. He’s such a sweetheart sometimes.
Hopefully Dzony isn’t too angry about us spying on his date. We only stayed for a few minutes to check up on him, but Five says he was pissed… I hope everything turns out alright.

(MOD: Gonna post all my RP related sketches on my main blog. These were from the livestream, the rest of which are on my modblog. Check them out-> [here])